long overdue

Largely because the sudden jump in the number followers to this blog, I've come to the realization that some of you are still reading, and I ought to start writing to you through these virtual pages once again. These are letters of my heart, what I am learning, contemplating, struggling with, and hoping...letters I am writing to you.
I do hope you will continue reading.

Though I feel the need to apologize for the long lengths of time I sometimes go between these "letters" perhaps I shouldn't. The past few months have been a time where I simply have not had words to offer, I think we all have times like that. Sometimes there is much more a need simply for communication, and not so much an apology. So what I apologize to you, dear ones, is for poor communication - and for that I am truly sorry. I'm sorry for leaving you hanging, unsure of whether or not I would ever return to write again.
Looking at what I've just written, these questions seem a small bit silly from a blogging standpoint. But what I see is that just as I lack proper communication in this blog, I lack proper communication in day to day life. That is what I am seeing as I write to you, and that is what I am apologizing for. From blog post, to pen and paper letters, to phone calls, to days spent together, my communication skills have been incredibly poor.

Would you be willing to be patient with this heart, forgiving of this heart, as I learn how to communicate and partake in "effective relationship"?